It seems like our favorite Defender would have put away his suit at the beginning of Marvel’s The Defenders.

In this clip released on the show’s Twitter page, we see Matt Murdock lamenting on Elektra’s death and re-thinking his life-choices.

Check it out:

We have a confession… this is from episode 1. #DEFEND pic.twitter.com/76ygeMUlIl

— The Defenders (@TheDefenders) July 23, 2017

Reminder: The Defenders is less than a month away!